As Toby lay at my feet I cannot but feel helpless. Just as he lies at the feet of something he does not and, most likely, will not ever understand I place the same non-consentual trust in FATE!
Do not fail me now, Fate, for, without you, what do I have to look forward to?
Deep breaths. [...]
Posts on ‘November 13th, 2000’
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this is not life…
Why doesn't any of this make any sense?
Why can't I ever be happy with what I have? Why can't I take things for what they are? Why do I expect to be swept off my feet?
What does it take to make me happy? What does it take to make me whole? What part of me [...]
