Posts on ‘June 6th, 2001’

There are a million things I could be doing now:
paymybills . figureoutwhatbradowesme . goforaswim . cleanthebathroom . workonmywebsite . answersomeemail . dosomelaundry . runaroundtheblock . codeforwork . workonphotoalbum . writepoetry . readabook . callafriend . planabudget . cleanthekitchen . hangpictures . goworkout . playtheguitar . goforadrive . cleanthetruck . watchamovie . playwiththecat . burnacd . [...]

I have $9.13 in my checking account. This is because I am too lazy to actually keep a check register or monitor my account balance or even open my bank statements.
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I am lost in this expansive nothingness that is time. I plan, I plot, and like the plague, I consume… yet am still left with nothing. Of my own admittance I am unmotivated, uncommitted, and I lack ambitition. When will this all change?
Sometimes I spend ten times more time than is needed planning something, merely [...]