I am lost in this expansive nothingness that is time. I plan, I plot, and like the plague, I consume… yet am still left with nothing. Of my own admittance I am unmotivated, uncommitted, and I lack ambitition. When will this all change?
Sometimes I spend ten times more time than is needed planning something, merely because I don’t want to actually do it.
I haven’t always been this way. What caused this? What will it take to get me back on track?