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I don't mind worry following me like a dinosaur
I don't fear I am descending into the molten core
So far, I have not found a Science.

This morning is one of the mornings where I spend the entire time I am making coffee, picking out clothes, checking e-mail, taking a shower, and getting dressed trying to think of a good reason to call my boss and tell him I am going to work from home today. That should be reason enough.

When you were languishing in rooms I built to foul you in
And when the wind set down in funnel form and pulled you in

When the ghostly dust of violence traces everything
And when the gas runs out just wreck it, you insured the thing

But I can't sigh now that you made the move
It has gone and gone to dogs, lay down on the floor
For the right price I can get everything
Slip into the car, go driving to the farthest star

I don't need to walk around in circles

I know that I have lost more than she cares to admit. Although she tells me everything is fine, I know different. I know she feels like she cannot talk to me any more. And I can't fix it. And I can't call her on it. And it doesn't matter. Because I don't need to walk around in circles anymore.