Posts on ‘August 18th, 2001’

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Blech.

I was scared
uncomfortable
worried
and I wanted to talk about it
to anyone really
but preferably to you
and within three minutes
of talking this morning
you were pointing your questions
lining them up
to jump down my throat
and making it impossible
for me to say a word
and so
I will handle it alone