Posts on ‘October 25th, 2001’

Blocked
35mm Ilford HP5+ // Los Angeles, CA

I thought you needed me
because you loved me.
I thought I was more to you,
More than the sum of the duties I performed.
But now that you have someone else,
Someone to perform those duties,
I see the truth:
You loved me
because you needed me.
I will always love you:
as a fish loves water,
as lungs love air,
as trees love sunlight.
I [...]

I'm not sure how far these scars go. I'm not even sure when they got so deep. I remember when they started, though. I remember seeing my skin split open and you rolling around in that valley of blood.
That was a year and a half ago. Or was it a month and a half? Either [...]

I found two pieces of paper last night. One of them was a note that was written to me. It was left on my kitchen counter several years ago:
6/9/1998
Daniel,
I got you some pie from Tippin's (apple) I got some for me, too. But, looks like you're too busy to eat it with me, so I'll [...]