Posts from ‘October, 2001’

I am going to the mall to get some film and some new showlaces. Yes, I broke the ones on my ONLY pair of sneakers yesterday. Snap, crack… right in half. After that I am going to a Party. You should be there too.
Tomorrow, Kari and I will be shooting pictures of Julie in Addison. [...]

It is important to have a few people in your life that you can just sit and share stars with. I don't have enough of those people.

I apologize for such short notice on this.
Julie has asked me to photograph her tomorrow in order to update her portfolio for a meeting she has with an agency in a couple of weeks. With things like this, I work better in a team. Someone else to check make-up, pick outfits, help direct the [...]

Taller
35mm Ilford HP5+ // Julie // Fort Worth, TX

heyjana has invited the folks of the "this side crew" to join in merriment with the folks of the "that side crew" tomorrow, Saturday, October 27th, 2001 starting at 8:30pm.
There will be drinking. There will also be non-drinking. You get to choose.
A very unprofessional, in my opinion, announcement was made by . has [...]

Blocked
35mm Ilford HP5+ // Los Angeles, CA

I thought you needed me
because you loved me.
I thought I was more to you,
More than the sum of the duties I performed.
But now that you have someone else,
Someone to perform those duties,
I see the truth:
You loved me
because you needed me.
I will always love you:
as a fish loves water,
as lungs love air,
as trees love sunlight.
I [...]

I'm not sure how far these scars go. I'm not even sure when they got so deep. I remember when they started, though. I remember seeing my skin split open and you rolling around in that valley of blood.
That was a year and a half ago. Or was it a month and a half? Either [...]

I found two pieces of paper last night. One of them was a note that was written to me. It was left on my kitchen counter several years ago:
6/9/1998
Daniel,
I got you some pie from Tippin's (apple) I got some for me, too. But, looks like you're too busy to eat it with me, so I'll [...]

I just have to accept that if we were to go to Australia, she would be with him and not me. Once I get past that, the rest gets a lot easier.