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Posts on ‘December 5th, 2001’

an end to something that never was

I want to be surrounded by brick, and windows and cast-iron bed rails. I want to look out my windows and see hill after hill of bright green grass. I want it to always be 4pm on Sunday afternoon. I want you wrapped in my arms.
I want to be a folk singer. I want to [...]

"and so it goes", "my life", "piano man", "baby grand"… it's still Billy Joel to me

I'm sorry Billy Joel, you're coming off the playlist for today. I can only repeat "Captain Jack" so many times, and the rest are just not doing it for me.

money… it's a drag… part IV

In all of the figuring I was doing to make sure I was paying all the bills I had to pay, and to make sure that I wasn't going to bounce any checks, I forgot about the $187.50 I paid the dentist.
Shit!
And my rent check is the only one that hasn't cleared yet.
Shit!
Here's hoping it [...]

more?

As if I needed more to deal with, now I have this.
I wouldn't normally consider this "dealing with something". But I had already "written her off". I had already figured that she had decided that something else in her life was more important or time consuming or more worthwhile than spending 30 seconds of her [...]

money… it's a drag… part III

[ phone rings ]
Me: This is Daniel.
[ silence ]
M: Hello?
Lady on other end: Hello.
[ pause ]
M: This is Daniel.
L: Is this Daniel?
M: Yes it is, how can I help you?
L: Daniel… Cra–Ca–Laa–shoo—laa–shoo–l….
M: Yes. How can I help you?
L: This is Sylvia with Risk Management. I'm calling to talk to you about your TXU electric bill. [...]

mawwage…

I'm cold, tired, hungry, broke, and angry at myself and the world. Somebody marry me.