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Sometimes I go through much heartache and trouble to, eventually, learn a lesson. One of those things that should be unforgettable and life-changing. Yet somehow, I sometimes loose sight of those truths in less time than it took to learn them.
I am posting the following correspondence in order to amplify one of the things [...]

you were sipping your coffee when
he reached over and touched your side.
you let out a child's giggle and dove
into his chest with fingers flying
and laughs ringing loud.
it was then that I realized
it wasn't you that made me unhappy.
it was us.

The best part about going to Cynthia's party was getting there. Joel, Emily and I picked out our gifts at the dollar store, and purchased food from Albertson's before driving out to Grand Prairie for the party. I had fun just talking and laughing and goofing around. Sometimes it is hard to explain how much [...]

So tired.
Apartment a mess.
Late for work.
No Clean Clothes.
Fuck you Joel.