things that suck:
- the cat shredding the carpet under your bedroom door trying to get in so he can murder your other cat.
- people who want life handed to them on a silver platter without having to work for it.
- falling asleep at 9:30pm because it’s easier than staying awake. rendering your computer, and therefore programming which is the one thing you have to occupy your mind, unbootable in a matter of seconds.
- spending two hours cleaning up gobs of cat diarrhea and still not being done.
- addiction.
- the fact that your left eye shoots pain into your skull when you close it.
- pepe.
- smoking your last cigarette.
- waking up at 4:00am from a nightmare, still fully clothed and with all the lights on.
- thinking about the past.
- this empty fucking apartment.
- realizing you gave up the one good thing you ever had years ago and then realizing that you really don’t want it back.