My fingers smell like sulfur. I can’t find my lighter so I’ve been using matches. I love the smell of matches.
May 8th, 2002:
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When I say perfect, this is what I mean:
I say, “I have a very pretty face that I wear a lot of the time. It slightly resembles me. But, should you start to pick at the paint, I’ll get defensive. I’ll push you away. I’ll paint it on thicker. And I won’t let you near me after that.”
Then she says, “I’ll get closer.”