Posts on ‘July 17th, 2002’

I'm going on a photo adventure. Yes at 9:15 at night. Just me, my digital camera, a tripod, and my journal.

Maybe I am hostile. But, is only related to the fact that I am not smoking indirectly. Life is kind of crappy right now. Certainly not the worst it has ever been, but it isn't all happy and pretty either. Just about EVERY person that I have ever met has turned to some sort of [...]

To appreciate this story, you need a small history lesson:
Last Thursday I had a cyst removed behind my ear and it required one stitch. When the doctor was finished he told me that I needed to come back in a week to have it taken out. I went to the front office and paid my [...]

If one more person tells me "you can do it," I'm going to stab myself. I have no doubt that I can do it. I can also jump off of bridges, and run in the wrong direction down 75 at 2:15am wearing all black. I don't have any doubt in my mind that I can [...]

When you are stressed out and you can't turn to a vice (even though the rest of America does just that including those fucks that look at me in shame when they hear that I smoked another cigarette) what do you do? You call people that you are pissed off at and bitch at them.
Raine [...]

breathing isn't easy.

breathe, daniel, breathe. mind over matter. control the situation, don't let the situation control you. breathe, daniel, breathe. look for positives. breathe.

Ugh. My apartment rent check just cleared. And I mailed my truck payment on Saturday, so it should clear soon. Once it does, I will have $20.62 left in ALL my accounts. That is officially the poorest I have been in quite a while. This really sucks. I am getting VERY stressed out.
Ugh… and [...]