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I am suddenly very, very depressed. I don't even know why.

Sometimes I just want to crawl into a very small space with an opening just big enough to see out, high enough to see everything, and small enough not to be seen. I just want to lay there for hours watching the world and not having to participate. This way, when I'm not noticed, it'll be because I intended not to be noticed.

At 1:00pm, my boss and I are going to install a phone jack in my den. He's brought wire, tools, drills, drill bits, screws, and just about everything else I could possibly need. All I have to do is get a modular baseboard mountable jack from home depot, and clean up the bathroom/den enough that we can get where we need to get.