I don’t want to work.
I don’t want to clean.
I don’t want to pack.
I don’t want to unpack.
I don’t want to pay the bills.
I don’t want to sell my truck.
I don’t want to write a rent check.
I don’t want to make supper.
I don’t want to check my email.
I don’t want to go get coffee.
I don’t want to take pictures.
I don’t want to write poetry.
I don’t want to play guitar.
I don’t want to sing.
I don’t want to suffer.
I don’t want to dance.
I don’t want to hurt.
I don’t want to play.
I don’t want to feel pain.
I don’t want to laugh.
I don’t want to cry.
I just want to sleep until you get here because
I don’t want to do ANYTHING anymore without you.
But I have to.
I have to work.
I have to pay the bills.
I have to eat.
I have to clean.
Everyday.
Without you.
I have to try to play.
I have to try to dance.
I have to try to sing.
I have to try to laugh.
Everyday.
Without you.
I have to hurt.
I have to suffer.
I have to cry.
I have to feel this pain.
Everyday.
Until you get here.
And I will.
Everyday.
Because you are worth waiting a lifetime for.