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Having so much to be grateful for,
(Comfort and happiness
are too good.
Trust and faith
are too much.)
I fashion negatives
and whisper them in my own ear.

I hold tightly these theories
like new religion,
with no basis for belief
other than
"it
just

is".

And in these thoughts,
you are at fault.
You are the problem.
You are the reason
that I am hurting you.

I have not gone unpunished, however.
My false accusations
see daily justice
as I lock myself in this
mind-forged cell and lie
about how I got here.