I am so frustrated. I don’t know why. Every message that pops up on my screen annoys me. Every time a hear a phone ring, I want to run outside. I can hear someone else’s music, just barely — some screaming country bitch and a very annoying fiddle. It’s driving me crazy. I don’t have any reason to feel this way. Yet I am having a nervous breakdown. I know what causes it: not being mentally or physically capable of doing something that I want to do.
I feel like, if I could find a basebal bat, I would go smash whatever it is playing that music. Do people not know how annoying a fiddle and screaming is when you can’t hear anything except the high pitched portions?
Either Movable Type or my webhoster is such a giant piece of shit that I had to submit this 12 times to get it to go through. This is NOT uncommon. Eventually I gave up, logged into my server and submitted it manually using a small perl script I’ve written. That script took over 45 seconds to do the job, but at least it worked.