I’m sick with anger — self-directed anger. I am finding myself unable, or unwilling to accomplish tasks that I feel I would have once been able to. I can’t concentrate. I can’t focus. I can’t solve problems. Regardless of how hard I try, or how much thought I put into the problem, it seems that, within minutes, I find myself stuck again. At first, I’m inclined to believe that there is no solution to the problem. But, as time goes on and frustration passes, I find that there is a solution. I breathe deeply. I excuse myself. I start again. Only to find another problem that seems to be without solution.
This is frustrating and I don’t like it.