revjim.net

June, 2006:

learning to choose

As hard as I try, it isn’t always easy to find every link that’s made to my site, ever. But, as best as I can tell, 7 of you wonderful people “linked to me”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/29/100000-views-on-flickr/ just “like I asked”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/29/a-place-to-click-a-poem-about-linking/ yesterday. It means a lot to me. Really. A lot.

However, I will admit that it’s a bit depressing when I consider that 398 people in roughly the same amount of time liked my work enough to click on a link and view a larger version of “held softly”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/29/held-softly/ and yet, of those 398 fans, I only manged to muster 7 links. Or that of the 20 or 30 people that I consider close personal friends that read this site and have websites of their own, I only managed to muster 7 links. But, Let’s not concentrate on the bad…

I managed to get 227 visitors (so far) to “my announcement”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/29/100000-views-on-flickr/ and from that announcement sold three images which, after costs (though not counting my time or gas), will bring me about $33 in profit which is $33 more than I had before.

It’s clear to me that I need three things…

# more experience
# more images
# more exposure

The first two I work on almost every day. I’m learning to step back from the work I usually do and consider it in other ways in order to help me make images that go beyond what I’ve ever done before. I continue to find new ways to push myself beyond my limits and always make new observations on composure and framing. Further more, I’m pushing myself into new types of photograph, new thematic elements, and setting new and different personal measures of success.

While this site should serve, in part, as a tool to gain more exposure and to help grow my talent it is, in fact, having the opposite effect. The mish-mash of topics keeps many would-be fans from visiting my site, and the personal relationship I have with many of its readers causes me to hold the feedback I do get too close to my heart. The lack of creativity in this space and lack of focus doesn’t allow photography to become the greater part of a whole. So, as “I’ve discussed before”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/20/where-to-be/, the images on this site will be moving to a new home. Unable to make a decision on my own, the 16 of you that responded to my poll have indicated that you are undecided as well. So, I’m simply going to pick one and move forward.

A big part of the reason that I seem to fail at making any form of progress in difficult situations is that I pay too much attention to detail, am too concerned with perfection, and I care too much about the past.

That’s what I was getting at with my poem “the first step”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/28/the-first-step/. I feel like finally, after 28 revolutions around the sun, I’ve almost learned how to make a choice. When I finally do, no longer will I be doomed to stumble toward some unseen goal until finally reaching or missing my mark and crashing into a wall. Instead, just as I now walk, as I get closer and closer to my goal, I’m able to make new choices, change my path, or seek a new goal altogether. My first choice in a chain of choices no longer matters as much. My starting stance is no longer as critical. My tether to the past and where I came from have been unleashed.

So I’m moving and things are changing. Again. If all goes as planned, the photograph I post today will also be on my new site. And, again, if all goes as planned, I’ll continue to post photographs here next week, pointing over to my new site each time, after which, I’ll stop. I’m sure I’ll loose a few viewers in the process. People who can be bothered to subscribe to a new site, or visit a new bookmark. I’m letting myself be okay with that. Part of that whole change thing.

a place to click: a poem about linking

If you are so inclined
A link to “this”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/29/100000-views-on-flickr/ would be divine.
Then more will read and more will go,
It won’t take too much time, you know.
Just a few words and a place to click.
If you don’t than you’re a…..

held softly

held softly
held softly
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This image of Gloria is from a shoot centered on Sensual Anonymity.

Print Available. Part of Five A Week.

100,000+ views on Flickr

Sometime last night my “Flickr Account”:http://flickr.com/photos/revjim/ topped 100,000 views. With almost 600 photographs and over 300 contacts, Flickr, despite is quirks and difficulties, has been instrumental in increasing my exposure, building my network, fine tuning my skills, and finding new friends.

Whether you’re a professional photographer, a serious amateur, a fan of beautiful photographs, or someone who just takes a lot photos of friends and family with your digital camera, if you aren’t a member already, I encourage each and everyone of you to “get a Flickr account”:http://flickr.com/signup/. It’s absolutely free, will help you organize your photographs, and will open you up to a whole new world never thought possible.

Flickr’s popularity metric — called Interestingness — has, thus far, brought 28 of my images into the limelight by featuring them as one of the top 500 most interesting images for that given day. These, and other images brought forward by this metric, can be browsed using Flickr’s “Explore”:http://flickr.com/explore/.


In celebration of these 100,000 views, and as a token of my thanks, I’m offering a signed, numbered special edition 8×10″ of any of these 30 images for $15 (plus $4 shipping and handling) for the next two days (through June 30th). Email me (daniel AT djamesphoto DOT com) with any questions you might have or browse through them and then “buy now”:https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_xclick&business=daniel%40djamesphoto%2ecom&undefined_quantity=1&item_name=Flickr%20100k%20Special%20Edition%208×10&item_number=F100K%2dSE%2d8x10&amount=15%2e00&shipping=4%2e00&no_shipping=2&cn=Notes&currency_code=USD&bn=PP%2dBuyNowBF&charset=UTF%2d8.

100,000+ views on Flickr
100,000+ views on Flickr
view @Flickr

1. waiting for a ride, 2. a reward from patience, 3. rows of summer heat, 4. pinhole sun on horizon over water, 5. something interesting, 6. thanks for waiting, 7. the day is much too bright, 8. all the way to colorado,

9. unraveled, 10. bashfully captivating, 11. reaching higher, 12. a little bit late, 13. Rows of Silence, 14. neon bordered triangle, 15. If I am Silent, 16. a disturbing calm,

17. reflected trees under blue skies, 18. A Writer, 19. golden field with low hanging moon, 20. One Tree in the Bayou (Edition 2), 21. sunrise over black creek (edit 1), 22. what are you looking at?, 23. pink, bold, and blue, 24. stay behind the fence,

25. Unused Railway (edition 3), 26. chickadee on a wire, 27. Safe in my own Skin, 28. A Suggestion, 29. greener over there, 30. Rob and Vicki – New Love (2)

Curious Prairie Dog

Curious Prairie Dog
Curious Prairie Dog
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A large colony of Prairie Dogs take up residence in Lake Arrowhead State park in Jolly, Texas. This one was more trusting then I thought he would be, letting me get quite close before running back into his hole.

Print Available. Part of Five A Week. Included in my book, “Finding Place“.

Squirrel Eating

Squirrel Eating
Squirrel Eating
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This Squirrel in the Isle Du Bois State Park in Sanger, TX paid no attention to our trespass as he fed himself on new spring greenery.

Print Available. Part of Five A Week.

the first step

We first choose as a child first walks:
arms high, stance wide,
each stumbling step, however wavering,
leading in the same uncertain direction.
Speed and course are directed
by unseen forces and blind corrections
and our only influence is in the first step.
That first step is crucial

until we learn to walk.

Then it matters not.

birthday wish list

As my birthday is approaching, I’m finding myself more and more in a state of depression. It’s not because I’m a year older or any of that nonsense. It’s just that, in the past there’s been a torrential range of emotions associated with experiences surrounding my birthday and last year is certainly no exception. Some of the most incredible feelings of self-worth, friendship, and love have been felt during this time of year as well as some of the darkest moments of utter confusion and hopelessness. Of course, as is the human condition, the darker times come to mind much easier than the happy ones.

So what do I want for my birthday this year? More than anything I want some good times to replace these bad memories. That means being surrounded by light-heartedness, happiness, friendship, flirting, respect and good old fashioned debauchery. And hopefully, along with that, a few very close friends to share it with and help me to shake these bad feelings so I can enjoy the good times.

in celebration of the birth of a reverend

By the way, Jess is throwing me a birthday party on the night of Friday, July 7th! It will be a “Cowboys and Indians” party which you can interpret anyway that you’d like. The cutest squaw and the hottest cowgirl will get some very special attention from me if you know what I mean and underwear is entirely optional for females.

If you don’t already have plans you can’t cancel for that evening and are interested in coming, and I really hope you are, send me an email and I’ll include you in the invite I intend to send later today.

ytt: why don’t YOU wear the shock collar?

This is what happens when I don’t update often enough. I’ve almost entirely forgotten what I did last Friday. Also, I think I should break up the YTTs more. Each of these subsections could be entire posts of their own instead of one big fat long post. Eh. If you don’t care, I don’t care.

h3. in a haze

Here’s what I remember from Friday. I know I edited photos. I know Jess got home later than anticipated. I remember that she and I went out for dinner at a nice mexican place near by. Jess helped me pack and get ready for Saturday morning. I went to bed around 11:30pm, if I remember right.

I also got my new photo bags on Friday and boy do I love them. It’s the best camera bag system I’ve owned yet, and I’ve owned quite a few.

h3. into the grasslands

sunrise over black creek (edit 1)
sunrise over black creek (edit 1)

Saturday morning, I woke up around 3am. I struggled with GPS software for 30 minutes, and eventually gave up. Then, I hopped in the shower and left the house around 4:15am. I arrived in Decatur just at 5am, met up with my dad, loaded his stuff into my truck and headed into the grasslands. Around 2pm we called it quits and I was home by 3pm. I had a great time and got lots of beautiful photographs.

Jess got home from work at 3:30, gave me a kiss hello and goodbye and then headed out to babysit. I had intended on going out for more photographs but, instead, stayed in and did a bunch of photo editing. Without someone to talk to or something active to do, I get tired pretty quickly. Especially after 4 hours of sleep and a long day in the sun. By 9pm I was pretty tired. I was trying to stay up, hoping that Jess would get home by 10:30 and maybe, just maybe, we could make it out to “Sara’s”:http://fourtytwostars.livejournal.com/ party. But, alas, she didn’t get home until after midnight and I had passed out by then.

h3. unrequested flattery

I got up around 7am on Sunday, and Jess was quick to follow. She had to be at work at 1pm, but was showing up early to help out. She and I did some yard work, took a shower, had a bit of breakfast and watched some TV before she headed off to work. Then I started getting ready for a photography excursion on bike. She called me as I was almost ready to leave the house and asked if I’d bring a drill by her work. I had never been inside before, so it was nice to see. It’s a beautiful place and her co-workers were all really nice to me. One of the ladies there had seen some of my photography and commented on how much she liked my work. Jess told me later that her assistant manager said, more than once, that I was very good looking. Yay for random acts of flattery.

h3. could you be any more helpful?

After saying goodbye I headed to my first of two stops for the afternoon. When I got there, it seemed that the trail I had found in google maps didn’t exactly exist any more. Instead of wasting any more time trying to find it, I headed out to the next stop. I had been told that Collin Park, east of Plano on Parker, had a 12 mile biking trail around Lake Levon. When I got there, the lady gave me a map and basically was told me that I should start at the top or the bottom and not the middle where she was. When I asked if I could start from here she said I could, directed me to a place to park, took my $4 and I went on my way.

The problem was, the place to park didn’t exist. Further more, I couldn’t find the trail. So, with the map she gave me in hand, I opted to drive to the top of the trail. Once I got there, finding the trailhead was a piece of cake. It wasn’t until I was ready to get on the trail that I realized there was a big sign that said “NO BICYCLES”. I was upset and decided to cut my loses and head home.

h3. an eye for an eye, right?

On the way home I stopped by Erwin Park, which I had never been to before. It has some great bike trails and, on Jess’ next day off she and I are going to head up there after work.

I got out of my truck to walk around the park a bit when I saw a big, cute, puppy running in the field with a father and son. I think the puppy saw me too, because he started running toward me, much to the anger of the father. As the dog was about half way to me he started howling like mad, still running toward me. The father and son started running to him, still howling, as he continued to run toward me. I thought he had been bitten by a snake until suddenly the dog stopped running and, shortly there after, stopped howling. It’s owner, it turns out, had a remote controlled shock collar and was punishing the dog ofr not obeying his order to “stay”. Asshole. Several cyclists came over to see the commotion, like me, thinking the dog has been bitten. I wanted so badly to strap the collar around his neck and press the button. Hey, if it’s not cruel for the dog then surely you can take the pain too, right mister?

After a short walk I headed home.

h3. Ralphie May I?

Jess got home from work about 30 minutes after I got there and we both started getting ready to head to the Improv in Addison to see Ralpie May with a few friends (“Justin”:http://gentlenews.com/, “Bonnie”:http://empurple.com/, and “Rob and Vicki”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/22/rob-and-vicki-new-love/). He was pretty funny, as “Bonnie will tell you”:http://www.empurple.com/2006/06/25/finger-banging/, and all in all a great time was had.

h3. step 3: PROFIT!

On the way home from the show while talking to Jess about my hopes for the future and my desires for the future of my art, I had a stroke of genius in regard to what I needed to do to free myself up to experiment more. Of course, I had been talking so much that when I finally finished and asked Jess what she thought, I realized she was sound asleep. I think I talk too much.

We got home around 11pm and were in bed soon there after.

h3. my brother calls

While we were getting ready, my brother called me. He made no mention of the email “I sent him and his wife”:http://revjim.net/2006/06/23/ytt-welcome-to-the-grasslands/ a few days prior but, instead, was just calling to say “hi” and to ask when my mom’s birthday was because he wasn’t sure if he had missed it. It was good to hear from him. I don’t mind at all that he didn’t mention the email. In fact, I said as much in the email itself when I said that I either wanted them to speak up and tell me what I had done wrong, or just forget the whole thing and stop the silent treatment. Hopefully, I’ll hear from them again. I invited both of them to the birthday party Jess is throwing for me, but I’m pretty sure he won’t be able to make it due to work.

h3. Carrollton’s Finest

This morning on my way to work I had just gotten off the freeway and was on the service road when a man in black clothing walked into the middle of the street and held his hand out for me to stop. It was one of Carollton’s finest and I was being pulled over on foot. How humiliating.

I got a ticket for 60 in a 40. I had just gotten off the freeway. I wasn’t hurting anyone, going excessively fast, or even anywhere near any other cars. Speed limits are stupid, and so is the $200 I have to blow on this ticket. There goes any chance of getting that lens I want (“Sigma 70-200 f/2.8″:http://www.adorama.com/SG70200DGNKA.html?kbid=62466) any time soon.

My radar detector just broke a week or so ago too. Damn it.

h3. beyond

I’ve got a photo session tonight with a girl that’s not only hot, but a lot of fun to work with. She’s expressed some interest in an idea that I’ve had for quite a while now, so, hopefully, if all goes well, I’ll see the fruits of that thought this evening. Tomorrow I’ll be working from home and, as always, doing “the show”:http://gentlenews.com/theshow/ in the evening.