moral infidelity

I’m really shaken up by something my wife has done and I’m not quite sure what to do. She doesn’t know that I know yet and I don’t know if I should say something to her and give her a chance to explain (like there is any way to explain this), just pretend it never happened (thought I don’t know how I would do that), or just run away as far as I can.

The other day I thought I would surprise my wife by leaving work early and making it home in time to catch her at home on her lunch break. As I climbed up the stairs and peered into the open door of our shared office I saw something I shouldn’t have. Forgive me if this is too graphic, but I don’t know how else to explain it. I saw her sitting at her desk, pant-less, her legs spread, and her feet pressed firmly against the desks edge. She had one hand between her legs and was gasping in breaths of passion.

This alone wasn’t cause for concern. Hell, I’d been in a similar position myself on more than one occasion. If she had been on the phone with some lucky caller, in a heavy cybersex session with an online buddy, or looking at her favorite porn site I would have smiled. If she had managed to convince that cute girl from the bank to come home with her and was now sharing this moment of intimacy with her, I’d have been happy for her, if not a bit jealous that I wasn’t there with them both. Even if the nice Mexican guy across the street had finally caught her eye and was getting ready to give it to her good, I’d have understood. Even if she was taking care of business with my worst enemy, I’d have found some way to get past that.

But, the truth was much, much worse. I was not prepared for what I saw on her computer monitor. I gasped out loud at the sight of it but, apparently she was too deeply involved with herself and the filth before her that she didn’t even notice. I silently crept out of the house trying not to vomit until I made it a few miles down the street.

Later that night, after she was asleep I checked her computer and found what she was looking at. I can’t bring myself to even describe this disgusting display but I feel that, if you don’t understand the nature of it, you will not understand why I’m so disturbed. So, unfortunately, all I can do is offer it to you to view. Please watch as much of it as you can stand and then offer me any advice you might have. I’m open to any suggestion at all.

This is VERY, VERY, VERY, VERY, VERY not safe for work, children, or, just about anyone except filthy, disgusting, disturbed perverts (of which, my wife apparently is one).

“Click Here to view”:http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3382491587979249836 (and I’m sorry to make you watch this).