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July 17th, 2007:

Commune? No. But maybe the next best thing?

I’m just thinking out loud here. Serious considerations only, please.

A building with two large living areas, 6 bedrooms/offices, a kitchen, and 3 full bathrooms occupying 3600 square feet of space has become available near downtown Dallas. I’ve had my eye on this building (and the neighboring building) for quite some time now.

Ideally, one of the living areas would serve as a photography, art, music, and movie studio. The second living area would be a… well… living area: couches, tables, chairs, stereo, TV, etc. The kitchen is large enough and serious enough to cook for large groups. Ample parking is available. There is a garden in the back. One of the bathrooms is in the main portion of the buildings. Two others are accessible only through their attached bedrooms.

Jess and I would need at least 2 rooms, if not 3 when the baby comes. That leaves 3 or 4 rooms for… well… you.

The total cost to rent the space is $2500/mo. Depending on the other residents, shape of the space, and the number of people interested, Jess and I would happily take care of $1000 to $1500 of that. That means that each person would be responsible for somewhere between $250 and $500/mo, again, depending on the number of residents, and which specific spaces they’d like to claim for themselves. (Persons sharing a single room would be responsible for less, of course, though, depending on the agreement, possibly more than half the cost of a single occupant.)

We’d share all utilities and as many expenses as possible allowing us to buy in bulk and save money that way.

Interested?

What goes on Flickr?

My desire to organize my life tends to ebb and flow. Lately, I’ve been trying to straighten out the growing collection of photographs that I have, both at home, and that I share online. The methods I’m employing at home are probably of more interest to my Shrink than they are to you, but, you might be curious about what I’m up to in the online world, and, I’d like your opinion regarding what I’ve done.

As I see it, there are several different classifications of photographs. Let’s go over them briefly.

First, there is the collection of my very best work potentially divided into various styles of work and only updated when another rare spectacular image is created. This is often called the “portfolio”.

Secondly, there is the regular display of new images that can highlight unseen images from the past, great images from recent sessions and excursions, or highlight new and experimental techniques and ideas. This is often considered the “photoblog”.

Then, there is the dumping of the good images (usually left raw or mostly unedited) from each days edits. This is more like what you’d get from me if you were to book a session with me, or if I were to create a photo album of my trip to Canada last winter. They aren’t bad images, by any means, but there are certainly a lot more of them and each image hasn’t necessarily been edited to its fullest potential. I call these “session edits”.

Finally, there are those images that, while still done with an artists mind set, have a goal outside of “art”. This may include photographs of wildlife, geographic features, insects, plant life, and sculptures. While these images can often serve double duty with one of the above categories, sometimes, a photograph of two grasshoppers doing it is just a photograph of two grasshoppers doing it. I call these “demonstrative images”.

I’ve experimented with sharing each of these classifications of photography and doing so in varying forums and communities. I just haven’t quite found an equilibrium that I’m happy with yet.

At one point, I only had a “portfolio”. Then I started using my weblog as a every-now-and-then “photoblog”. Eventually, I became a Flickr user and starting using it as a “photoblog”. Then I started Arranging Light and started weaning away from using my weblog as a “photoblog”. For the most part, Arranging Light and my Flickr account had the same content until recently.

Recently, I’ve started uploading “session edits” into Flickr. On the 3rd of this month I uploaded 9 images from a recent excursion to the Forth Worth Nature Center. On the 5th I uploaded 7 images from a recent photo session with Rachelle. Today I uploaded 26 images from an outing to Lake Ray Roberts over a year ago.

I get a lot more visitors to my Flickr account than I do to my photoblog and my weblog combined. I also tend to get a lot more feedback there than I get any place else. Many Flickr users treat it as a photoblog of sorts and use it as their primary means of seeking out new work from other photographers. Therefore, I’m reluctant to place my unpolished images in a forum that is being used by many others for more refined work.

I was once told, in person, by someone who had only seen my photography through the eyes of Flickr that I had some fantastic photography but that another Flickr user, T-Glow, had nothing but amazing images. This observation troubled me. Maybe it shouldn’t have.

I’ll admit that T-Glow has some fantastic photography, and I don’t claim to be better or worse than him in any way. However, our individual uses of Flickr differs quite greatly. T-Glow posts an image every day. One image each day. However, it’s not always a new image. It’s rarely ever anything unique or experimental. It’s not always even an image that’s never been on Flickr before. Sometimes he re-edits an already published image. It is consistently an incredible image and I don’t mean to belittle his work at all because it’s certainly worthy of note. But, to compare my Flickr account and his is like comparing a long standing photo gallery to the string of negatives hanging on the clothesline over my bath tub.

It is the fact that someone would jump to this conclusion that leaves me thinking that maybe I shouldn’t be so candid with what I share there. However, at the same time, using Flickr as a testing ground for the success of certain images seems to work quite well.

What do you think? Do you like seeing the more candid versions of my work? Should I continue posting “session edits” to Flickr, restrict it to only “photoblog” images as I have in the past, or take it one step further and showcase only “portfolio” worthy images there? If I don’t post them to Flickr, should I put them somewhere else?

This Much I Know Is True

I finished “This Much I Know Is True” by Wally Lamb as my second flight of the day last Friday was sitting on the runway waiting to depart. Just as I finished the last few words I realized that this book was about me. 

It had been so easy to let anger and frustration in their many forms of expression steal away some of the most amazing people and moments of my life that I had been doing exactly that for as long as I could remember – far back into the very earliest years in my mind. That realization, and the my own understanding that I didn’t want to lose any more snapped inside of me. The mourning of the loss of so many years and all the people I’d hurt and all the moments I’d ruined and all the pain I’d kept inside mixed in my head and chest with the newness that comes with the promise of happiness.

Just then we started to move. A little girl from the back of the plane shouted out “HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOOO!”, bringing it all together and a smile to my face simultaneously. Then, at long last, we left. I’ve missed so much. But it’s never too late to try again.

I left the little notebook that I keep all of my mental ramblings in when the mood strikes me on that flight. I’m pretty sure it was that flight, anyway. I’m trying not to let that get to me.