At some point in the last 15 years, technology and the pressure to do more with less has led us to become a society where multi-tasking is king. It’s not uncommon for me, and many others, to be seen actively working on two or more major tasks at the same time. This is, of course, in addition to answering the eternal buzzing of our mobile phones, text messages, IMs, emails, and the like. Our minds drop into auto-focus as it sorts through the barrage of information being thrown at it every second.
In most cases, this is good. Just like it was intended, I find myself doing more things with less time; Accomplishing more work with fewer resources; Assisting more people in the same 24 hour day. However, while the the constant disruptions and mind-toggling may indeed lead to greater productivity, it leaves those things requiring more thought than action utterly stranded. Through repetition of this behavior I’ve lost all ability to truly focus all my attention on any one thing. I’m stuck in auto-focus and, as a result, am missing the details in the finer points of life.
Poetry, Photography, Programming, Reading, and deep thoughts regarding human nature, theology, and philosophy all get lost in the refocusing fueled by the endless beeping of electronic devices and scratching off of todo lists. I haven’t had a long telephone conversation with a friend or sat down with a good book in ages. I quit smoking almost three years ago and, more than anything else, I miss the excuse it gave me to just do nothing for fifteen minutes.
I need this part of me back. Either through mental, spiritual, chemical, or ritual means, I need to regain my ability to manually focus. With this I might once again dive deep into the core of my own being and celebrate that which makes us all so wonderfully human.