I spend so many hours of each day filled with worry. For a change it's nice to just live and not worry. It's not really in my nature to not worry, though, so it makes me at odds with myself. Especially when I look back and worry about the impact those actions might have on my future.
Ultimately, I think a blend of the two would be best for me.
Forcing myself out of my box and spending time with friends who will help keep me out is a constant challenge to loosen up. A reminder that, while it's okay to pour over numbers and finances and vacation plans and future goals, sometimes the best way to spend some time is making out in the park late at night like high schoolers.
