Posts Tagged ‘alone’

(again I leave myself only 13 minutes to write.)
Somtimes I feel a deep, inner searching that leaves me feeling melancholy and alone. This has been the case lately. The most often used "solution" (though it rarely if ever works) is to intentionally occupy my mind with other thoughts and distractions. This often leads to me [...]

There will be nights where every light is out and every door is shut and locked and not a soul dare cast his eyes into the darkness in which to find you.
And there will be days where the sun shines bright and warm. Every bird will sing, and every blossom will produce the sweetest of [...]

I miss Celeste a lot today. It's easy to list hundreds of reasons why I'd feel this way, but nothing in particular jumps out as any different than any other day. I just do. More so than usual.
I think maybe it has to do with the way we said goodbye last night.
Jess had her for [...]

I was important.
I was not alone.
I had you.
I left.
I felt lonely.
I felt insignificant.
I was without you.
Looking behind me, I see
Though I was not alone,
I was lonely still.
Though I was important,
my importance was trivial.
Looking ahead, I see
I am alone,
though unlonely.
I am unknown,
thought my importance is significant.
Lonely has no opposite.

I feel like I need to keep writing, even when I don't know what result I'm seeking. I have nothing to explain, because I don't even understand it myself. I have nothing to share because I feel as though with each passing day I get closer and closer to a complete stop. Stagnant. I have [...]